my darling scored an A2 for her chemistry! se what did i tell ya! you can do it! sheer determination, fervent in prayers = good grades! praise the lord in the highest! now now, don't get complacent too! though you know you can do it! work harder my dear! get those As' coming in right now!!
haaaaa

miss ya tremendously...

Fun-O-Rama 2004 was..well..ermm,cool?
hahahah!drank alot!wasted $110.
and clever darling went and gave CHERYL LEE $10 .hrrrmmmm... x((((((
anyhhooo!bought of us,bought the t-shirts that i wanted....
ahhahahaafter that..we came back to my house..hhaha....
before he left....we have a self-obsession picture takin wit his phone! all must him to let you see okies? veryyyyyyy hilarious!
baby is currently at pasir ris.... x(((((((
and im stuck at home....gonna go study social studies now...how boring is that.oh well...gonna wait for darling to call me!

WE FRIGGIN' LOST!!!!!! 10 to NOTHING! like wt-! anyways, next match's on the eighteenth :) against NUS. that'll be National University of Singapore! wt- again! gonna get thrashed like whud, 200-0?

darling is in my plACE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHE..OKIWA...GONNA GO FOR CELLGROUP ALR4EADI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
eeheh
happy vDAy!!

If you are willing to change your thinking, you can change your feelings. If you change your feelings, you can change your actions. And changing your actions-based on good thinking-can change your life.

Yeaps,to Chc sistas and brudders,this is last week's msg..was really blessed by it!
An incident in school today really made me stronger.
HAHAH! so winnie,wanna call me a ******* ***** its really alright,as wot the bible say, "but i say to you, love your enemies,bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you"-Matthew5:44
hahahahah,winnieee..you so make me laugh at you! x))))
okies peepsss...gonna do somethinggggggg impT now...
x)))

attended yesterday's prayer meeting. it was awesome! pastor tan was the arrowhead of the meeting. first time in my christian life had i spoke in tongues for so long and so loud. the presence of the holy spirit was so tangible last night. so much so i almost broke down twice. thank god i went for the prayer meeting. oh and kok boon or so his name was like, a CGL prayed for me too! heee... blessed! i feel charged up now spiritually compared to previously when i felt so dry.. the feeling... inexplicable. to my non-christian friends: you guys are missing out on something great! christianity isn't just yet another religious setting with its own beliefs. it is LIFE. give your hearts to God and acknowledge Him at your nearest church if you want ever-lasting life in heaven and of course LOVE! :) i'm not kidding. i look back now and realise that there are just TOO much too list out the good things God has done and changed my life compared to as before i became a christian and knew God. i truly feel really blessed in every aspectof my life. be it financially, physically or any other qualities alike. i thank Him sincerely for making me who i am today and guiding me through, providing me whatever i lacked. "Seek ye first the kingdom of God and all will be added unto you", a VERSE IN THE BIBLE which i find very true. :)) nuff said. it's up to you wether you want to receive salvation. i shan't force people. i'm happy as a christian!

match day tomorrow, against ITE combined. hope we beat them :)

missin my baby dearest lots.. hope to see her real soon. can saturday come quickly?

am dreading thursday's match. it's against ITE combined. i miss my darling real bad
. VDay's coming in another 3 days. :)))

just yesterday, we LOST to NTU. yes, how did it happen? by the sheer lack of fitness and experience. i'm not trying to demean the SP team nor am i boasting about NTU's strength. it's just damn true! SP, we have the tactics and the players with all the fancy stuff. we're like Man Utd, minus the fitness, and NTU are like Arsenal, plus the fitness of course. all their players are like whud? 21! damn, we were like pitting our fitness against guys who have finished their first bout of natoinal service! all of them having stronger physique and all. of course the experience they have counts too! 17++ pitting against the 21++. some thought it to be doomed but i was optimistic. at least we kept the score down to 2-0. they tried very hard to score during the first half, but were unsuccessful, we had strength. that was until the second half came. that was when our players lost their motivation and fitness which lacked, showed a great deal. i cheered greatly, to myself. that the score was only 2-0. it could have been worse, right? NYP lost to them 5-0. now which is worse? i leave for you to decide. all i can say that i'm hooked unto hockey. i might even consider joining a club if i've got the time for it. it's that kinda rush you get when get the ball, try to dribble it down the wing, into the D and your chance to score is there. that kind of adraneline is what keeps me hooked unto the game. i'm catching up pretty fast, at least that was what the coach, Mr Clarke and amos was telling me. picked up this sport one semester ago and i'm already in IVP. now, i'm still pretty much trying to get the hang of flicking the ball high and far as jeremy can. i believe i can. just need the practise. i admit, i felt really down when we lost. but damn! they were NTU! in any event, praise the lord, for protecting me and watching me over the match, not allowing me to get myself injured or anything. haa.. grace of God. x) the next match will be against ITE(combined), on thursday, 5.45pm. venue is at NYP. this match i assure you, we're bound to lose. but who cares anyways. i'm gonna give my 100% that day. i don't care even if we're down 10-0. i'm still going to give it my all. this way, i'll never regret anything in my life. ;) just as my love for HER. x))) i give it my one hundred percent. and also my love for God, this i give it a one hundred and one percent. haaa i'm biased :) shoot me then ;)

gonna attend the church-wide prayer meeting tonight in church. i need spiritual growth. i need God. badly. i feel far away from Him. don't ask me why. must have been somethings i've done or said. i need his presence. darling, it has nothing to do with you, don't worry x))) i'll keep on praying. oh! and i'm meeting jeryn later at bout 6pm in church. she's gonna give me bible-study. :) hope i can complete getting started soon. i wanna become an OM! talking to my baby now... blog again soon...

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can mess with me
(No one can mess with me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)
[sugababes-too lost in you]

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddeeeeeduM!

in school now!hahahahah!some boring reading thingy going on...;well!gotta go nowww! ciaooooo...she is coming..oooooooohhh no~!

news flash. yesterday was our second ivp matchup. we were up against ngee ann. damn were they good. they had the nationals under 21 captain playing for them, and a few other team singapore players. it was a good and long match. the final score was a draw of 1-1. and i'm glad to have been part of it. coach seems to be favouring me though, he has been substituting me into the game very frequently and making me fill all positions. anyways, the first match we had were against nanyang polytechnic, who are incidentally the host. we won them by a meagre score of 2 to 1. it was close. but fortunate too. it was the first time the whole team actually met EVERYBODY and played together, as a team! so to be able to win, i'd say is pretty much a darn good team! as jeremy has put it, we're the under dogs, and hopefully we'll get third place in this ivp. oh! speaking of which, i finally know what IVP stands for! it's actually I=Inter V=Varsity P=Polytechnic. haaa glad to make it into the SP hockey team! Glory to SP! in case you were just wondering which sport i was talking about, it's HOCKEY, and damn it's fun! so people out there, don't be fooled by the game's complexity. as soon as you get a feel of what it's like to whack the ball hard, you'll fall in love with the game. and baby, i still love you, more than hockey of course x))

we need archives!ohhhhhhhhh..LORD! where are our archives!!!!!!x((((

laaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaloooooooooooooooo
bang bang boom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weelee waaa lahhhhhhhhhh phewww phewww tweet

i cant wait to be sixteen! x)))))) but i am so not looking forward to the major exam.(think N's).
ohh,its 85 more days to my bday! and 10 more days to Valentine's day! x)


Today i'm gonna run away..
and feel the sun throughout my hair..
finally free to be who i wanna be..
who that is - i don't really

Cause i have got friends who love me,
Blue skies are above me..
my blond hair is everywhere

(sweet sixteen)
gonna spread my wings..
(sweet sixteen)
it's my chance to shine..
(sweet sixteen)
discovering..
(sweet sixteen)
so much more to life..

Driving down to the club where we go to dance..
radio's blasting and the top is down..
there ain't nothing in my way, except the traffic of L.A.

and i have got friends who love me
blue skies are above me
my blond hair is everywhere

(sweet sixteen)
gonna spread my wings
(sweet sixteen)
it's my chance to shine
(sweet sixteen)
discovering
(sweet sixteen)
so much more to life
(sweet sixteen)

my mom loves me
and, sister who shows me
and daddy's always there
yeah

(sweet sixteen)
gonna spread my wings
(sweet sixteen)
it's my chance to shine
(sweet sixteen)
discovering
(sweet sixteen)
so much more to life
(sweet sixteen)

i wanna know what it feels like
i need to see it fromthe inside
i can taste a bit of what i will find
so much more to life

sweet sixteen

i wanna know what it feels like
i need to see it fromthe inside
i can taste a bit of what i will find
so much more to life
[Hilary Duff-Sweet Sixteen]